Im trying to do the right thing and stay away from you but truth is if you didn’t have a GF I would have been tapped that loo
I don’t want to base this relationship on the wrong things, so when I deflect from a comment it’s not because I don’t want to flirt but because I don’t want to be all about that.
I havnt talked to you in a month or two but I still dream about you, I still think about you, I still go to your profile to see you, I still get depressed when I listen to songs! I’m okay with it now, I’ve made peace but I just wish there was closer but there will never be because your a dick and I’m a tool who fucked everything up!
I don’t want to want you do bad!!! Your just like him and it will end just like him… Shit it hasn’t even ended yet, I’m still not healed. Why do you have to e so fucking perfect ); and why do I have to be so not! Gosh you a dick and have a GF but why isn’t that enough for me? I’ve never been boring or said no to a good time but maybe I should have and I wouldn’t be so fucked up! I didn’t want to say no but I had to, I might regret it but it was the right thing to do. But I want you bad /: it doesn’t help that people are constantly talking about it ahhhhh I wish shit was easy! FUCKK

